Stepford on Steroids by Cath Campbell

When I listen to those bastards on the telly
I feel my beating proletarian heart more clearly.

All the crap such elitist tricksters foisted
upon the masses over countless years,

the swindling lies and moral panic buttons
pushed by pearly chested twin-set ladies,

or hand-made suited slick-backed guys
(that specific one with the seriously untidy hair).

Hiding a pig-eyed wealth of stolen privileges,
smirky blue-eyed never-been-hungry boys and girls,

degrees got somewhere grand with daddy’s money
and mum’s, ‘never be an easy lay, but it’s ok to flirt.’

Their wide awake coke induced earnest stares,
and rictus red Faye Dunaway lipstick balms,

and don’t forget the jolly jolly laugh at anyone
who dares argue their opinion is not first class.

Those fawning bourgeois hangers-on, mendacious
as sycophantic changlings sucking from the teet,

the trough of scoff, denying workers constant sweat,
dismissing murder as tragedy and dreadful accident.

They love a blooding; a killing coming on. A thrilling.
Pink gins and champers. Fookin’ Stepford on steroids

One Day Years From Now She Will Find Them by Cath Campbell

A five year old girl doesn’t have the words.
A five year old girl believes what he says,
that he will kill her mother and her father,
that he loves her, that it’s normal, that she is special.
A five year old girl is tiny, is not as strong as he
though he pretends there is nothing he wouldn’t do
for her, to her, because of her; that he is besotted.
She recalls the word because it rhymes with clotted.
That is how her throat feels when she wakes
from nightmares of being suffocated,
which no one else understands.
A five year old girl doesn’t have the words,
but every line is recorded onto her skin.

It’s Not Nothing by Cath Campbell

It’s not nothing, said the man,
bending, though his back
flamed with old scarring.
It’s not nothing, said the man
from a land bombarded in hate,
home long gone, inferno and war.

He lifted the bird into his palm,
hands softer than summer rain,
cleaned the glued remnants
of fun from each feather,
felt its wee heart start with fear.
He had known that too.

Quiet, he walked to the open door,
looked out on wildflower fields,
moved to the cool of the trees,
placed the small bird in a bush,
and sighed for all the lost ones.
It’s not nothing, he said.

Supply Lines by Cath Campbell

Red skies crush rock and land,
crush this mineral rich community,
this scandale geologique,
crush this thin boy of six.
Santu’s feet slap grinding hours in early light,
hums his childing voice in western tunes.
He won’t reach nine without strong bones.
Devils drill his marrow, worm young lungs
until he cannot breathe. Cannot work
to dig the minerals from the dirt.
Can no longer carry sorrow on his back,
which hurts protesting heavy sacks.
I composed this poem on electronics
powered by ion battery boost with cobalt.
Samsung, Huayou and Microsoft.
I write about his death before its time
with the instrument of his demise.
I am sorry, Child. I am sorry …
Sorry you were born into this state.
It is not only bombs that decimate.

The Congo is the White man’s grave?
I find it not so true, after all,
for the graves here are very small.

As long as he don’t break bones by Cath Campbell

As long as he don’t break bones
climbing to depths, big man,
he can do whatever he like,
for the law, male-made for millennia,
protects no woman and no child
from his presumption of right.

Gaslighted from cradle to grave
she will carry burst eardrums,
black eyes, contusions, of course,
rape, murder of flesh and mind,
as long as it don’t break bones
and there’s no evidence of force.

It’s a frozen unspoken, and relentless,
this doing, this doing because he can,
and too late once it’s set in.
One cruel day of casual brutality
teaches this important reality;
for her, safety is relative and fleeting

..

On hearing of the recent change in the law regarding domestic violence in Russia.

Tick me to the end of days by Cath Campbell

It doesn’t tick, this I learned.
Scientists and laureates
meet in closed session,
discuss the end times
with measured words and argument.
When they break for tea
I bet they talk about their families,
that new play or book.
Maybe they vie for prominence
among their peerless group.

The majestic march of progress
spells a darker threat when matched
with tyranny and human greed.
The old sins repeat year on year
of conquest and of power.
These men cannot compete,
for those who’d win the world
are gamblers, chancers, haters
who’d sell their souls to soar,
and it’s them will kill us all.

It doesn’t tick, this I learned.
It screams.

Trumpery by Cath Campbell

I listen to his speech and the polite
uncertain applause for a tyrant in the making.
Haha America. Haha whole world.

Cry if you want to.
This is the time of over-kill,
over the barrel, gratuitous waste,

the serpent swallowing its tail.
This is the pivotal point
spilling into wars of want.

There is no need for knowledge.
Go home, settle the account with your tailor,
the cloth was cut within the rules.

Make peace with your God.
Now is come a time of destruction,
and somewhere out there is a ship of fools.

Imagine by Cath Campbell

Imagine you
and hasty departure, with little food or water, sodden feet,
calluses, sores, cold,
and Mum crying softly so as not to wake your little sister
who is teething,
and Dad cursing the foul weather because he doesn’t know
what else to blame,
and shared misery binding the glue that knits your skin together,
it has worn so thin,
and your six year old self not moaning because in every face
you see the breaking point,
and your six year old heart growing an extra layer of hardness
in all the wrong places.

Imagine love
in a world narrowed down to a distant alien horizon
on a never-ending road.

Imagine that.

The Kindness by Cath Campbell

What if your last moment on earth
is a dismal corner in Birmingham
on the coldest night of the year?

What if you feel nothing as strangers
rifle through your pockets for the last
of your cash and stash as you fall?

What if the cold offers a rare kindness,
a lullaby, as your misery slips away
on the relieving receding relentless tide?

What if dying is better than living?

Republican President by Cath Campbell

I have no good poem
for this quilt of grand lies.
No easy rhyme for unreason.

They are rounding up the intellectuals.
Helterskelter.
Paint them bloody.

Skew writerly bones
for authenticity.
Oh build your walls.

Feed the gaping poor
razzmatazz. Failed crops
and coups.

Stoke them flames.
Fuel them fools
glee, full-served.

Stick it to the Man.

Happy now,
hung-over country?

Hot. Enough. Yet ?

Wind-blown, War-torn by Cath Campbell

Is there
a point where feet and heart give,
and misery sinks you?
How can you move on
to lands where eyes are cold,
where hard faces follow your lines,
judge your dress, your desperation?
How do you feed yourselves hope
against barbed-wire borders of mind
closed to you and your children
who sleep where they drop?

Shut up, heart!
You made a decision to go
before you and yours burned
along with houses and hospitals,
and those who did not go, could not go.

Shut up, feet! Keep walking,
and pray for a tougher pair of boots.

Aleppo by Cath Campbell

Sharp on her tongue, acid
the berry she’s spent, but wanting
to sup the hell out the night
and shut away the bodies,
the trashed mosaic
of bone and flesh
from a country she’ll never visit.

The pictures come too fast,
roil up her throat,
burning gullet,
backfiring vomit.
They bombed the place
and it was murder, she says
to the no-one on the next stool.

She slides loose,
head astrum with the six o clock news,
views floor through haze,
numb-toed, torso swayed. Rocking.
Bollocks! Gonna walk the road home,
she mutters, and feeds her fare
into the too-fucking-late Red Cross box.

His Name is Omran by Cath Campbell

You bloody cried, didn’t you,
over the wee Syrian boy in the orange chair?
He didn’t cry.

You fucking sobbed into your supper, didn’t you?
It was unpalatable, but it wasn’t the scran
you were choking on.

Wee boy dwarfed by that chair, but it’s ok,
the camera assures in graphic click,
he’s got a torn-up teddy bear.

Not in our name, you say. Imaginative bastards.
His misery, not yours. His blood, not yours.
His loss, not yours.

Our war, not his.

You Lie Beside Me And Ask Do I Still Dream by Cath Campbell

Tonight, I wake the early hours,
and ship out to Al-Madina.
Medieval square and lost alleyways
teem with countless bodies
selling wares, or wiling time
on cards and pungent teas,
the smell of spice urgent and alive.

In translucent sky so blue it hurts,
a hunting hawk-wing hurtles down,
edges the sun, shits its load.
I blink, and in that eye-dark click
the ancient souk explodes,
and time and heaven hold hard
as ears shock of burst drums.

I kneel above the rubbled citadel.
Smoke burns, heaves me sick.
Sound returns in the mouth
of a screaming legless dog,
Its hairless torso dragged,
still chained and fire encased,
from behind a block of brick.

A man, reduced by a femur, a tibia
with tatters of a leather sandal
that had not escaped unscathed,
cries, and one bright patterned shirt
mourns, forlorn, an empty space,
as it molds into the molten heat.
But of you, there is no trace.

Monsters by Cath Campbell

Darkdown, and there were monsters.
Not lurking, for why should they hide
when we could not tell the difference?

And others cared not, intent
upon their own self interest.

And so the monsters thrived,
infiltrated every aspect of our lives.

Hid in the skin of the good and great,
connived under cover of the State.

Built monetary nest eggs without censure,
diddled little kids for sexual pleasure.

Waged an unrelenting war upon the weak,
daring the dispossessed to speak.

And when our whole world was ash,
flew off in helicopters with the cash.

Out in the Cold by Cath Campbell

There is no plan at the moment.
There is only the croissant, the last,
for my breakfast.

There is no plan at the moment.
There is only the devil and the deep blue sea
between them and me.

There is no plan at the moment.
There is only the fire and the frying pan
and a tiny water can.

There is no plan. There is no effing plan.
Why didn’t someone, somewhere, make a plan?
We all going down the pan!

Deep Sorrow by Cath Campbell

That eye rolling in the socket,
bloodshot, cracked,
removed from shame.

That madness,
that sickness
that sets the world in flame.

All a body craves is to be fed,
hold safety’s warmth,
and the roof overhead –

but the madness won’t allow it,
streaming from one to another
in gibbering caper.

If I believed in heaven and hell,
I’d climb the mountain
and scream at the sky.

Manipulation by Cath Campbell

On it goes,
and on
and on.

The reasons are dismantled.
The reasons are explained.
This man was ill, and not contained.
This one thought God spoke in flames,
was so angry he wanted to die,
taking others along for the ride.

It goes on, and on, and on,
until it is expected on waking
to hear someone, somewhere,
has keyed the phone to despair,
and driven a car through the gates
in order to kill the people he hates –

or wielded a weapon to meet an idea
of an omniscient nadir –
a pass to a heaven that’s different from here.

Blame the system, blame economics,
blame radical, or conformist histrionics.
Blame a world that breeds the insane,
the badly skewed, washed-out brain,
the traumatised, the disenfranchised,
someone wanting to make a name –

or any fervent apostle in thrall
to a dogma that offers an answer
which is no answer at all.

And
on it goes,
and on
and on

for these are the symptoms,
and not the cause.