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Eyes huddled in fear,
that paralyzing fear in front of
the bullets mercilessly sprayed,
deeply sprayed by some cruelty,
which is fed up
with a lot of victims,
those defenseless victims of hate,
a dreadful hate,
which is fed up with a little love
as well as
a little pleasure can be fed up with a lot of suffering,
that extreme suffering,
which embellishes the madness,
that round and seemingly nonexistent madness being like
a strange cold having
many moisturized rosy-red,
rosy-red ring-shaped patches
associated with a giant Quincke swelling
and with a boisterous cooling noisy breath,
that snorting breath like a groaning song,
a love song for a dance of death,
that painful death for all the hot puppets,
beautiful puppets becoming cold wax mannequins,
those mannequins screaming in their red rain
of feelings,
those red feelings coloring a few sad moments,
cool moments of many winter fires
those burning fires in the lost caves of shadows.
Right on the trellis of the house
made of reeds, she hears
the steps of the time. The woman feels the seeds
of a new grievance growing
in the immortality
of her soul that has many bleeding wounds. She kneels
in the booming green
like a screaming child. The sun looks
so wild in that phenomenal
realm. Like floods of faith
are a few clouds that breeze to catch
their unique angel’s wings. The man thinks he is
a believer of the rise. He ingests the existence
of God as he ingests His words, nor does he feel
their Holy sweetness. The woman
is dress’d in that honest submissiveness
ripp’d
by the freedom of her wills. A lot of
colored bumble bees touch
the sunflowers’ lips. A pulsing core
has the full bloom of the sun to
spread the seeds. Drops of a new divine
love are falling down
over all the magnanimous souls. In the eye
of the man, there is nothing inherently wrong with
her maternal nudity. She dances this love,
while trying not to break
any inner thing. Their thoughts are
like the quartz crystals inside
a cosmic orgonite pyramid to awaken them. The naked hands
of their destiny start to build a boat. The man
paddles in the sea of life
beyond the bounds of the human sense, while
forcing him to see
the fundamental distinction
between an excessive sensibility
and an opening to divine understanding. The sky is
much more like a convex mirror than like a concave lens to
diverge the light. The yellow
of the sun does not heat
the screaming and the growing green. There is
a human reification needing
an eschatological regression.
Your life with him was a real horrendous
prolongation of a sad wishful thinking
waiting to spew out his whole stupendous
spiral of love, and much more, waiting
to carve his icy bloody memory on some
wave-washed wet shores of your mind. All
had transpired as a sad part of this numb
reality has truly died. That invisible wall
between you both had been merely built on
hip-thrusts, until finally, you awoke alone
as after a horrid dream instead of love.
With a bloodshot eye and a fatigued bone,
you understood your anxieties and confusions.
The wind of change waved down your moldy
dreams. You lost your hope, being under delusions,
even you could survive as well as a golden oldie.
You’ve been told that nothing good may happen
after a crude awakening in your deep life abyss.
His sense of life meant only power and rapine,
and reality still contorts and deforms your bliss.
”What could have been” remains a never ending
effort to be yourself again. You still hope to survive
within your lackluster woman structure, pretending
that your unique dream of pure love is still alive.